To give you an idea of who you are dealing with here, I would like to tell you my story. How did I come to give up part of my previous job and embark on this new adventure? Why am I putting all this information, some of it quite controversial, on the web? I hope that one or the other reader will perhaps recognise himself in certain passages and, like me, find the courage to follow the call of his soul. If only one person does that, the article will have been worthwhile. Basically, we are all born into this world as spiritual beings with varying degrees of amnesia. If we manage to remember who we are and where we come from, we have the opportunity to create a better world for ourselves and our descendants. The time now is exactly right

I was a sick child. Born with a heart issue, weak immune system, constant visits to the doctor for inflammations and allergies, dental problems, overweight, etc. The hay fever was so extreme that I sat at home in the summer while my friends played outside. Only on holiday at the seaside was it bearable. I hated the doctors and the medicines they stuffed me with. I didn't like school at all, because it was clear from the start that most of what we were told there had absolutely nothing to do with reality. Even in kindergarten I always ran away and skipped classes. You could say I was a difficult child to bring up. That was in the eighties and nineties. Today I would probably be stuffed with psychotropic drugs and kept quiet. But back then I could get away with it. Instead of listening to the teachers, I mostly drew, listened to music or read. Sciences like biology, physics and mathematics were interesting, but the mindless memorisation didn't suit me at all and the lessons were boring. I wanted to understand the material. I wanted to know how things worked and not just repeat statements that the teachers had written on the blackboard at some point. I refused to take part in the soulless frontal teaching that drives out independent thinking and any creativity from the students. Instead, I worked through the books on my own and ignored the lessons or skipped them completely. As a result, I tutored other students and liked to correct the teachers when they wrote crap on the blackboard. You can imagine that I didn't exactly make myself popular. I was a frequent guest at the headmaster's office.

Fortunately, there are teachers who recognise the potential of their students and let them develop on their own. The headmaster was one of these rare teachers. And also my maths teacher, who was also my class teacher. He let me explore concepts like chaos theory. He had me write programmes, at that time still in Basic or Pascal, that traced the patterns of sea snails. Biological concepts explained mathematically and reproduced on the screen. I always had this ability to absorb large amounts of information, to recognise patterns in the chaos and to find connections in it. Who would have thought back then that this small gesture by a teacher who really understood his job would help me immensely later in my life. My respect goes out to all the teachers who encourage their students in their strengths and do not punish them for thinking differently from the rest of the class. Thank you! You did not try to pigeonhole me. Thanks to you, I didn't get stuck in the mental prison that is imposed on children at school. Today, sadly, more than ever.

By escaping the indoctrination of the school system, I have retained many of the abilities that human children are born with. You may not realise it, but children have a completely different perception than adults. Young children see the world as it really is. Only over time does the brain form filters that remove information from our perception. What is not important, or perhaps better said not relevant, is faded out. For example, children see auras, talk to spirits and communicate telepathically with other children and animals. Imaginary friends are not imaginary. They are beings that accompany us. Spirits, ghosts, souls or whatever you want to call them. When children are taught during their upbringing that these are all imaginary, a filter is programmed into the brain that removes these elements from their perception. A child who draws a dog that glows blue is not colour-blind or stupid. It sees the dog's aura and puts it on paper just as it perceives it. The child needs neither an optician nor a psychologist. It needs an adult who helps the child to develop its abilities. It needs a suitable teacher. Without it, the child will either lose its abilities or fare as I did. I was completely alone with my perception, which seemed to be very different from that of those around me. Or so I thought. Today I am no longer so sure. I was probably not really alone with it. If an adult had encouraged these aspects, as ancient primitive peoples still do, other children would certainly have emerged with similar experiences. Fortunately, these filters can be removed. You can "unlearn" them.

I remember the maths teacher I mentioned looking at my drawings after class one day and saying that the patterns I drew are usually only seen by drug addicts and people in psychiatric wards. My God what is wrong with that man, I thought. Years later, I saw pictures in the GEO magazine of the skeletons of radiolarians under the scanning electron microscope. You can see a hand-drawn example here on the left. These are the structures I drew out of boredom in class, long before I ever saw them for the first time. So I drew things that I would only see much later. It was the same with my dreams. I dreamt of situations and events that would happen later. Sometimes years in advance. Occasionally, these were recurring dreams that I didn't understand. Then suddenly they were gone and one day, out of nowhere, I found myself in the very situation I had been reliving over and over again in my dreams. Everything fit. The people, the conversations, the surroundings, sounds, smells, absolutely everything. How was that possible? We were told that it was all in our imagination. A trick our minds were playing on us. But so extremely accurate and so far in advance? Today it's clear that this is not a product of our imagination. All you have to do is study quantum physics. Everything is explained there. Linear time is a construct of our physical world. It does not exist in the spiritual reality. I know people who can change these situations. They have dreams like I do and when the situation actually happens, they just change it if they don't like something about it. I can't do that. I live through the situation exactly as I dreamt it and take on a kind of spectator position during the event.

I still have these dreams today but much less than before. Instead, my perception of energies and emotions has sharpened. I absorb emotions from my surroundings like a sponge. When people are in a good mood, I'm in a good mood too. If someone is in a bad mood, it immediately rubs off on me. It can become so strong that I have to do something about it or remove myself from the crowd. Our bodies are big and very sensitive antennas. We send and receive signals all the time. Emotions are nothing more than energies with certain frequencies. We perceive our emotions in very specific places in the body. There exist now quite detailed maps that show the influence of our emotions on the different parts of the body. If we do not process and resolve negative emotions, they remain in our energy field. They cause interference fields that manifest over time in pain, tension and even diseases that cannot be eliminated with conventional medical means. This is a very interesting field of research. Unfortunately, it was only towards the end of my thirties that I learned to distinguish my emotions from those of the people around me. Until then, I was regularly flooded with feelings that were not mine and I didn't understand why I suddenly felt so bad. Today, I can largely distinguish between them and usually interpret them correctly. The only question that remains is who these feelings come from.

This transmission of feelings is called empathy. We all have this ability. It just varies in intensity and psychopaths seem to lack it completely. These are the only people I perceive absolutely nothing in. No aura, no feelings, nothing positive or negative. It's as if the antenna is deactivated. Many psychopaths are notorious liars. Normally we register lies as such and our gut feeling tells us that something is wrong. This doesn't work with psychopaths because without empathy no signals are transmitted. That is what makes these people so insidious. They don't register when they hurt someone. They can get away with anything without being stopped by the emotional feedback that normally prevents us from hurting each other. Strong empaths are instantly punished when they hurt someone, emotionally and physically. On the other hand, they are also richly rewarded when they do something good to someone, because joy, happiness and gratitude are transmitted just as much as pain, disappointment, etc. People who develop a strong emotional bond with each other tune their antennas to the frequency of the other. Information then flows permanently between them. Even telepathic abilities can develop since thoughts are also energies with certain frequencies. These can be transmitted and received. You can learn how to tune your antenna so that you can temporarily tune into a conversation partner and then close the channel again after the conversation. I do this, for example, when I search with people for the causes of their emotional blockages. As an outsider, it is often easier to see what is bothering a person than if that person is trying to analyse their emotions on their own. Doing it yourself can be quite difficult because your own mind is chattering in all the time. The receiver does not have this problem. However, he has to be careful not to interpret anything into the information he receives and verbalise it as clearly as possible in order to give it back to the other person and ask the right follow-up questions. Of course, the sender must also be prepared to reveal his inner self. This requires the appropriate trust.

Since such phenomena were not publicly accepted in my youth, I had kept it all secret for far too long. I practically hid at home because I didn't know how to deal with it and I had no one to talk to about it. If you said something that was even remotely esoteric, you were immediately laughed at and labelled a weirdo. Wherever I could, I helped the people around me to solve their problems. I didn't explain why I sometimes knew things they had never told me. Once I opened up and told my girlfriend at the time everything. With the effect that I never saw her again. That hurt. Only when I went travelling did I find people with whom I could talk freely. All over the world there were people who, like me, had escaped the indoctrination of our schools and had retained their innate abilities. So I wasn't different at all and I didn't have to hide. These people gathered in very specific places. I don't know if these are energy spots that help us in spiritual development. I can only say that they attract us magically. These are places in India, Tibet, Egypt, South America, Thailand, Laos, Cambodia and Australia, for example. There are also many of these places of power in Europe. We have gathered there and exchanged information. For twenty years I was travelling almost more than I was working in Switzerland. My favourite activity on the road was to wake people up. Everywhere there are people who are on the edge and just need a little push to start the process of spiritual awakening. I am convinced that there are an incredible number of souls in my generation who have incarnated precisely to pave the way for the great awakening we see in the world today. It is not we who will see it through to the end but the generations after us. We have come as guides. We are tarring the roads and installing guardrails so that the souls that follow after us can transform the earth. If you think that what I have written so far sounds unbelievable, wait until you see what abilities the young people nowadays bring with them. We had to find each other and learn. The young today have access to all the information you could ever want. The Great Awakening has become a self-propelling event. We can now talk publicly about everything that we used to be able to discuss only at smoky parties among like-minded people. What a wonderful development humanity has undergone in the last twenty years. :)

But back to the actual topic. So I was a sick child with great difficulties in finding my way in the world. That's why I spent most of my time holed up at home in front of the computer. My aunt was kind enough to put a computer in our house when I was eight or nine years old. It probably wasn't meant like that but my brother and I mainly played computer games on it. Later we got the internet and other computers that we built ourselves. Some of the hardware was given to us by acquaintances, some components we bought ourselves. We didn't have much money, so we had to take what got. As far as hardware was concerned, games were already very demanding back then and computers were generally poorly equipped. Either you had money for constant upgrades, or you became a hacker and tried to scrape out the last little bit of resources with other means, so that the games would run on the outdated hardware. There wasn't much money around, so the only thing left was hacking. This quickly led to a fascination for technical things. I took apart and analysed everything I could get my hands on. If a household appliance broke, it had to go to my room and be repaired. Throwing it away was out of the question. The motto was, for every problem there is a solution and I will find it. At some point, my uncle taught me how to program and that effectively sealed my career. After school I got into IT. At that time you could do it easily without any training. Everything was new and there were generally not many trained professionals. Most of the employees were career changers and freaks. It wasn't until twenty years later that I underwent my first real IT training. Until then I acquired everything through self-study, just as I had done at school.

IT is perfect for me, I thought. You work with computers and not with people. No energetic-emotional stress possible. I was so wrong! I hadn't considered that my job wouldn't even exist without the users. But ok, my passion was to solve problems. And where are there more problems than in IT? So I stuck to the field for 25 years. I had turned my hobby into a profession and I loved it. But the whole thing was so draining that I kept quitting and travelling until I ran out of money. Then back home, work until it was too much again, quit and off abroad. Back and forth. I became so successful in my job that I never had trouble finding a well-paid position. But the price was high: burnout, depression, midlife crisis, no real home, few friends, ten years single. When you're always on the road, you can't build solid relationships. Impossible. I was sickly from the beginning and this additional stress then led to a complete breakdown. My body couldn't take it anymore. The moment came when I was forced to finally deal with my own problems instead of only solving those of others. Running away was no longer an option. That's what brought me here in the end. Since the doctors only wanted to give me more medications instead of solving my health problems, I had to take matters into my own hands. I started researching and trying things out. It wasn't long before I had completely changed my diet and started looking into detoxification. On top of that, a frighteningly large number of people in my environment had developed cancer and died. I also wanted to solve that problem. I attended courses and did trainings. Today I can say that all my health problems have been solved, which according to my doctors should not have been solvable at all. Without exception. Allergies, immune system, heart, bones, skin, psyche, all gone. There is a solution for every problem. Only, if you don't want to find it, you won't find it. To view the human body as a purely mechanical machine is not helpful. We are spiritual beings inhabiting a physical body that feeds mainly on light. There are mechanical problems that require a mechanical solutions, such as broken bones. Here the case is clear. Off to the doctor. But what do we do if someone gets a stomach ulcer because that person is constantly upset about everything? Putting on a cast is no solution. Removing the stomach is no solution either. You can remove the ulcer surgically and then hope that no new one will develop. That doesn't solve the problem. We have to look at the human being as a whole, not just the material aspect. What causes this anger? Where does the rage come from? What can we change to restore the energetic balance so that healing becomes possible in the first place? These are the questions we should ask ourselves. The process of problem solving is always the same, whether it is technical, psychological, spiritual or physical. Find the cause and eliminate it. The symptoms will then disappear all by themselves.

I have always been fascinated by music. I worked as a DJ for a while and for many years I was part of a well-known organisation that organised big festivals in Switzerland. Unfortunately, I had to give it up because I suffered a ruptured eardrum in my left ear due to an accident. But I didn't want to give up music and instead I started my own internet radio station. In the ambient genre, in which I was active, there was no really satisfactory radio back then and neither is today. There are a few somewhat ok stations, but unfortunately they constantly interrupt the music with adverts and have no line they follow. Stuff is mixed together left and right that doesn't fit together at all. That gets annoying over time and I didn't want to put another annoying station like that on the internet. That's why the very first thing I did was to assign a suitable colour according to my taste to each piece of music. In order to not have to do everything manually, I developed software that compiled the music based on this colour assignment and a few other criteria such as mood and speed and mixed it together as smoothly as possible. The idea was to tell a story. The listener was to be taken on a never-ending journey that never got boring and was constantly evolving. No track was repeated within ten days, there were no prefabricated sequences and no interruptions. Thanks to my time as a DJ, I already knew very well about the emotions I could trigger with the right music. Music has a tremendous effect on us humans. Emotions are the language of the soul. Nothing touches the soul more than music. The feedback I received was phenomenal. Time and again, people who had been on the verge of suicide got in touch and thanked me for saving their lives. They finally found inner peace. I received emails from psychologists who had the radio on in their practice. They reported that their patients became calmer with this music, talked more openly about their problems and responded better to the treatments. It was incredible. I had never expected anything like it. Unfortunately, I had to close down the station after ten years because I could no longer finance it. That was twelve years ago now and I still get emails from people telling me how much they miss the radio.

A few years ago, I went on a journey to find the cause of the depression that had crept into my life after I stopped broadcasting. In the end, my path led me to the shamans in Mexico. There I was able to learn about their very special healing methods. Along the way, I also came into contact with many other methods. Some were modern methods, others thousands of years old systems that are still practised today with great success in many parts of the world. They are all based on the fact that the human being is considered as a whole and that our energy system plays a central role. If you combine this knowledge with the current findings of quantum physics, completely new possibilities open up. Suddenly everything makes sense. The spiritual and energetic healing methods are anything but nonsense. The difference to modern western medicine is that they deal with health, whereas western medicine focuses exclusively on illness. It cannot work like that. We have completely forgotten the meaning of health. It would be ideal if we could combine all these different healing methods and systems, including Western medicine with its considerable successes, and then apply the parts that best suit the person concerned in his or her personal situation. This is exactly what I want to help people with. That seems to be my task. When I look at my life so far, it quickly becomes clear what I was prepared for. My military service as a hospital soldier, followed by years of training and deployment in the emergency services, introduced me to modern medicine. My illnesses forced me to look for solutions. My time in IT taught me how to solve problems. Music has taught me to work with frequencies and emotions. It seems to me that these were all training sessions to enable me to use the skills I described at the beginning in the most meaningful way to fulfil my destiny. Life miraculously guides us to where we belong. We just have to follow the call of our hearts.

So, here I am, at your disposal. :)